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all right. time to update. so. things are ok.
and by ok i mean kind of falling apart.
w/e.
boys are dumb.
boys make me sad.
always. i'm learning to not be so stubborn.
and learning that even though Gods plan baffles me beyond belief i have to go with the flow.
even if it makes me sad.
even if it scares me.
even if i want so badly to try and make things ok on my own.
let the wind blow, right. high school is pretty much the same.
i used to like school.
thats until i started junior year.
every night i want to cry because i am SO tired of doing 5 hours of homework every single night.
i don't think teachers should be allowed to give homework during finals week.
its not fair. however i am making new friends. which is good.
and i think that friends with dinosaurs that my dinosaur can play with are the best kind. 
yup. i am slowly starting to be AOK with chemistry. and mr schultz and his long and drawn out lectures on polyatomic ions and stuff.
much better than mr cross.
MUCH better.
i was scared that i was going to be completly and totally lost when it came to chemistry because of what a terrible teacher mr cross was.
way to go schultz, way to go. there is still a gaping hole in my heart now that my ludwig is not here to fill it.
i don't think i will ever get over his death.
but my new babies that sorush gave me help a little.
they're nice.
ludwig liked baby mouse a whole lot. he's the darker one.
 one on left is commodor (aka baby mouse on account of hes so small.)
one on right is obediah (because he's a fat mouse and i think that obediah sounds like a fat name. plus it's biblical.)
we all miss ludwig van and wish he would just come home already.
3 weeks has been long enough. sooo anyways.
thats a wrap up of my life so far.
k-byyyyeee. | 
